a something that saves my soul

its 16 October 2011, the day is hazy, i am lost and the savior is gayatri mantra

the nights are not good and the days are not better either. My mind moves in an unknown direction, it is hopeless. when i want to ask for help i become speechless, i know things are not right. just as a sudden gust of wind disturbs all the leaves on the ground in the same way there is something that is shattering the leaves of my life and the worst thing- i can do nothing about it but there is something that comes to rescue at midnight. it is the mantra. it helps me, it can help you too

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Aum Bhur Bhuvah Swah, Tat Savitur Varenyam
Bhargo Devasya Dhimahi, Dhiyo Yo Nah Prachodayat

Meaning:

Oh God, the Protector, the basis of all life, Who is self-existent, Who is free from all pains and Whose contact frees the soul from all troubles, Who pervades the Universe and sustains all, the Creator and Energizer of the whole Universe, the Giver of happiness, Who is worthy of acceptance, the most excellent, Who is Pure and the Purifier of all, let us embrace that very God, so that He may direct our mental faculties in the right direction.

Something worth waiting for

On 14 October 2011, a melody in my ears said- WAIT. Love is sweetest when you have to wait for it. Just like a humming bird moves its wings, the butterflies in my stomach moves the same way. There, when I sit whole day and wait to hear your voice then I listen all the voices around me just to find a voice that is sweet as yours but a chirping bird, wind blowing through leaves of a tree, a bee buzzing on nearby flower are nothing in comparison to the words you whisper in my ears. Those words which make me smile the way that my eyes appear smaller. I am still waiting for that smile to come back on my face again.

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my first attempt to write romance

every dark cloud has a silver lining

the title is not what a made myself unlike the rest of posts which would be coming in future but it is actually true. sometimes i find the light in the most darkest incidences of my life. my dear people tell me that life is always fair, we just need those eyes to see it, that heart to feel it and that part of brain which looks at life's fair decisions. today, 13 October 2011, i pledge to be selfless . i mean just look around. there are so many people and so many animals who want little favor now and then, if we come forward to help them then this gives us anand . i have experiences khushi many times in my life, now i want to experience anand in my life (:

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i want to end this post and start a new set of mind with a little stanza i am composing here right now

in the dark night
when you don't see the light
the sun did not go away
it's still shining bright
you just need to turn the world
and your mind set
to look at the bright side of life
and all the anand you get

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